Maybe this is an hallucination. Perhaps I am mad. How else can this be explained?
I sit here alone and helpless! So utterly alone! Alone in an age which is not mine, in a body which is not mine. Oh God! I am slowly being killed—or worse! Yet what is worse than death? That terrifying limbo that is the borderland of Hell, that state that is neither the restful sleep of death nor the perplexities of life but is the nightmare of undeath.
He is draining me of life and yet, yet is it me who is the victim? How can I tell him that the person he thinks I am, the person whose body my mind inhabits, is no longer in that body? How can I tell him that / am in the body of his victim? I… a. person from another time, another age, another place!
God help me! He is draining me of life and I cannot prevent him!
When did this nightmare begin? An age away. I suppose it began when my wife and I saw the chair.