Ms. Geiss watched her new student coming across
the first-graders’ playground from her vantage point on the balcony of the old
school’s belfry. She lowered the barrel of the Remington .30-06 until the child
was centered in the crosshairs of the telescopic sight. The image was quite
clear in the early morning light. It was a boy, not one she knew, and he looked
to have been about nine or ten when he died. His green Teenage Mutant Ninja
Turtles t-shirt had been slashed down the center and there was a spattering of
dried blood along the ragged cleft. Ms. Geiss could see the white gleam of an
exposed rib.
She hesitated, lifting her eye from
the sight to watch the small figure lurch and stumble his way through the swing
sets and round the jungle gym. His age was right, but she already had
twenty-two students. More than that, she knew, and the class became difficult
to manage. And today was class picture day and she did not need the extra
aggravation. Plus, the child’s appearance was on the borderline of what she
would accept in her fourth grade…especially on class picture day.
You never had that luxury before the Tribulations,
she chided herself. She put her eye back against the plastic sunhood of the
sight and grimaced slightly as she thought of the children who had been
“mainstreamed” into her elementary classes over the years: deaf children, blind
children, borderline autistic children, children suffering with epilepsy and
Down’s syndrome and hyperactivity and sexual abuse and abandonment and dyslexia
and petit mal seizures…children dying of cancer and children
dying of AIDS…
The dead child had crossed the
shallow moat and was approaching the razor wire barriers that Ms. Geiss had
strung around the school just where the first-graders’ gravel playground
adjoined the fourth-graders’ paved basketball and four-square courts. She knew
that the boy would keep coming and negotiate the wire no matter how many slices
of flesh were torn from his body.
Sighing, already feeling tired even
before the school day had formally begun, Ms. Geiss lowered the Remington,
clicked on the safety, and started down the belfry ladder to go and greet her
new student.
She peered in her classroom door on
the way to the supply closet on the second floor. The class was restless,
daylight and hunger stirring them to tug against the chains and iron collars. Little
Samantha Stewart, technically too young for fourth grade, had torn her dress
almost off in her nighttime struggles. Sara and Sarah J. were tangled in each
other’s chains. Todd, the biggest of the bunch and the former class bully, had
chewed away the rubber lining of his collar again. Ms. Geiss could see flecks
of black rubber around Todd’s white lips and knew that the metal collar had
worn away the flesh of his neck almost to the bone. She would have to make a
decision about Todd soon.
On the long bulletin board behind
her desk, she could see the thirty-eight class pictures she had mounted there. Thirty-eight
years. Thirty-eight class pictures, all taken in this school. Starting with the
thirty-second year, the photographs became much smaller as they had gone from
the large format camera the photo studio had used to the school Polaroid that
Ms. Geiss had rigged to continue the tradition. The classes were also smaller.
In her thirty-fifth year there had been only five students in her fourth grade.
Sarah J. and Todd had been in that class –alive, pink-skinned, thin and
frightened looking, but healthy. In the thirty-sixth year there were no living
children…but seven students. In the next-to-last photograph, there were sixteen
faces. This year, today, she would have to set the camera to get all twenty-two
children in the frame. No, she thought, twenty-three
with the new boy.
Ms. Geiss shook her head and walked on to the supply closet. She had fifteen minutes before the school bell was programmed to ring.
Ms. Geiss shook her head and walked on to the supply closet. She had fifteen minutes before the school bell was programmed to ring.
Carrying the capture pole, pliers,
police handcuffs, heavy gloves, and the rubber apron from the supply closet,
Ms. Geiss hurried down the broad stairway to the first floor. At the
front door she checked the video monitors to make sure the outer courtyard,
walkway, and fourth-grade playground were empty except for the new boy, tied on
the apron, slung the Remington over her shoulder, pulled on the gloves,
unbolted the steel-reinforced door, made sure the pliers and handcuffs were
reachable in the big apron pocked, lifted the capture pole, and stepped out to
meet her new student.
The boy’s t-shirt and jeans had been
slashed even more by the razor wire. Tatters of bloodless flesh hung from his
forearms. As Ms. Geiss moved out into the sunlight, he raised his dead face and
dulled eyes in her direction. His teeth were yellow.
Ms. Geiss held her breath as the boy
lurched and scrabbled in her direction. It was not because of his smell; she
was used to the roadkill scent of children. The new boy was a bit worse than
most of her students, not quite as bad as Todd. His trousers were soaked with
gasoline from wading the moat at the edge of the school ground and the gasoline
smell drove away some of his stench. She found herself holding her breath because
even after all these months…years, she realized…there was still a
certain tension in meeting a new student.
The boy lurched the last fifteen
feet toward her across the courtyard cement. Ms. Geiss steadied herself and
raised the capture pole.
At one time the capture pole had
been a seven-foot wood –and-brass rod for raising and lowering the tall upper
windows in the old school. Ms. Geiss had modified it by mounting a heavy
fishing reel wound about with heavy-duty baling wire, adding eyelets to guide
the wire, and jury-rigging a device on the end to lock off the double-thick
loop. She’d gotten the idea from watching old videos of Mutual of
Omaha’s Wild Kingdom. Whatshisname, the big, handsome fellow who’d
done all of the ork…Jim…had used a similar device to catch rattlesnakes.
This poor child is more deadly than
any rattlesnake, thought
Ms. Geiss. And then she concentrated totally on the capture.
There were no problems. The child
lunged. Ms. Geiss dropped the double loop of wire over his head, released the
catch to tighten the noose, and locked it in. The wire sand deep into the boy’s
throuat but was too thick to slice flesh. If he had been breathing, the noose
would have strangled him, but that was no longer a concern.
Ms. Geiss took a step forward and
the boy lurched, staggered, swung his arms, and went over backward, his head
striking concrete with a sickening, soft-melon sound. The teacher checked over
her shoulder to make sure the courtyard and playground were still clear, and
then she pinned the flailing child, first with the extended capture pole, and
then with her foot. The boy’s fingernails scrabbled against the thick leather
of her high boot.
With a practice motion, Ms. Geiss
dropped the pole, secured the child’s wrists with one gloved hand, handcuffed
him with her free hand, and sat on his chest, tucking her print dress in as she
did so. Ms. Geiss weighed one hundred and ninety-five pounds, and there was no
question of the child escaping. With a critical eye, she assessed his wounds:
the chest wound had been the fatal one and looked as if it had been
administered by a meat cleaver or long knife; other gashes, tears, and a single
bullet wound high on the child’s shoulder had all been added after he was dead.
Ms. Geiss nodded as if satisfied,
pried back the wriggling child’s lips as if inspecting a horse, and pulled his
teeth with the pair of pliers. The boy made no outcry. She noticed that flies
had lain eggs in the corner of his eyes and she made a mental not to take care
of that during cleanup.
Shifting her weight only slightly,
the teacher reversed position on the boy’s chest, lifted his bound wrists, and
efficiently pulled his fingernails off with the pliers. The only blood was in
the dried and matted substance under his nails.
The child was snapping at her like
an angry turtle, but his gums would never have penetrated skin, much less Ms.
Geiss’s rubber Wellingtons and the corduroy trousers she wore under the dress.
She glanced over her shoulder again.
Months ago she had been surprised by five of them –all adults—who had come
soundlessly through the wire while she was watching the children at recess, and
there had been only six cartridges in the Remington. One of the head shots had
been a near miss; she had corrected her aim when the lurching man was only four
feet from her, and the adrenaline of the encounter kept her vigilant.
The playground was empty. Ms. Geiss
grunted, pulled the new boy to his feet with the wire noose, opened the door
with one hand, and shoved him in ahead of her with the pole. There would be
just enough time for cleanup before the first bell rang.
The first thing on the morning’s
agenda was writing the schedule on the chalkboard. Ms. Geiss had always done
that to show the children what they would be doing and learning that day.
The first thing on the written
schedule was the Pledge of Allegiance. Ms. Geiss decided that she would go
ahead with that and introduce the new boy after it. He sat now in the third
from the last desk in the row closest to the windows. Ms. Geiss had taken the
handcuffs off, clipped on the leg manacles that were bolted to the floor, run
the waist chain around him, attached it to the long chain that ran the length
of the desks, and set his iron collar in place. The boy had flailed at her, his
dead eyes glimmering of a second with something that might have been hunger,
but a child’s arms were simply too short to do damage to an adult.
Even before the Tribulations, Ms.
Geiss had smiled when she watched movies or television shows where children
used judo or karate to flip adults around the room. From her many years’
experience, she knew that simple laws of mechanics meant that a child’s punch
was usually harmless. They simply didn’t have the mass, arm length, and
leverage to do much damage. With the new boy’s teeth and claws pulled, Ms.Geiss
could handle him without the capture pole or chains if she wished.
She did not wish. She treated the
children with the distance and respect for contamination she had shown
her one HIV-positive child back before the Tribulations.
Pledge of Allegiance time. She
looked at her class of twenty-three children. A few were standing and straining
toward her, clanking their chains, but most were sprawled across the desks or
leaning from their seats as if they could escape by crawling across the floor. Ms.
Geiss shook her head and threw the large switch on her desk. The six
twelve-volt batteries were arranged in series, their cable leads connected to
the gang chain which ran from desk to desk. She actually saw sparks and smelled
the ozone.
The electricity did not hurt them,
of course. Nothing could hurt these children. But something in the voltage did
galvanize them, much of Galvani’s original experiments had activated frog legs
into kicking even though the legs were separated from the frogs’ bodies.
The students spasmed, twitched, and
lurched upright with a great clanking of chains. They rose to their toes as if
trying to rise above the voltage flowing into their lower bodies. Their hands
played and curled spasmodically in front of their chests. Some opened their
mouths as if screaming silently.
Ms. Geiss put her hand over her
heart and faced the flag above the doorway. “I pledge allegiance to the flag,”
she began, “of the United States of America…”
She introduced the new boy as
Michael. He had no identification on him, of course, and Ms. Geiss was sure
that he had not attended this school before the Tribulations, but there were no
other Michaels in the class and the boy looked as if he might have been a
Michael. The class paid no attention to the introduction. Neither did Michael.
Mathematics were the first class
after the Pledge. Ms. Geiss left the class alone long enough to go downstairs,
check the row of video monitors, and get the learning rewards from the long row
of open freezers in the downstairs hall. She had scavenged the freezers from
the Safeway last year. Donnie had helped her. Ms. Geiss blinked twice when she
thought of Donnie, her friend and the former custodian. Donnie had helped with
so many things…without him she could never have managed the work of processing
the learning rewards out at the chicken nugget plant on the edge of town…or
wiring the Radio Shack video cameras and monitors. If only Donnie hadn’t
stopped to help that truck filled with refugees that had broken down just off
the Interstate…
Ms. Geiss shook off her reverie,
adjusted the ling of the Remington, and carried the box of learning rewards to
the teachers’ lounge. She set the microwave for three minutes.
The smell of the heated nuggets set
the students into clanking, lurching agitation when she entered the classroom. Ms.
Geiss set the reward box on the table near her desk and went to the chalkboard
to start the math lesson.
Thank God Donnie knew how to handle
the chicken nugget processing equipment out at the plant, she thought as she wrote numerals
from 0-10.
The children, or course, would not
have eaten chicken nuggets. The children, as with all of those who had returned
during the Tribulations, had a taste for only one thing.
Ms. Geiss glanced at the tray of
heated nuggets. Against her will, the smell made her own mouth water. Somewhere
in one of those freezer boxes, she knew, were the deep-fried and
nugget-processed remains of Mister Delmonico, the former principal, as well as
at least half the former staff of the elementary school. It had been Donnie who
had realized that the spate of suicides in the small town should not go to
waste; it had been Donnie who remembered the chicken nugget plant and the large
freezers there. It had been Donnie who had seen how useful it would be to have
some nuggets, with one when encountering a wandering pack of the hungry
undead. Donnie had said that it was like the way burglars brought a rare steak
along to distract guard dogs.
But it had been Ms. Geiss who had
saw the potential of the nuggets as learning rewards. And in her humble
opinion, the overbearing Mr. Delmonico and the other lazy staff members had
never served the cause of education as well as they were doing now.
“One,” said Ms. Geiss, pointing to
the large numeral on the chalkboard. “If you can’t say it, hold up one hand.
One. One.”
John snapped his toothless gums in a
wet, regular rhythm. Behind him, Abigail sat entirely motionless except for the
slow in-and-out of her dry tongue. David batted his face over and over against
the lid of his desk. Sara chewed on the white tips of bones protruding from her
fingers while behind her, Sarah J. suddenly thrust her hand up, one finger
striking her eye and staying there.
Ms. Geiss did not hesitate. “Very
good, Sarah,” she said and hurried down the row between groping hands and
smacking mouths. She popped the nugget in Sarah J.’s mouth and stepped back
quickly.
“One!” said Ms. Geiss. “Sarah raised one finger.”
All the students were straining
toward the nugget tray. Sarah J.’s finger was still embedded in her eye.
Ms. Geiss stepped back to the
chalkboard. In her heart, she knew that the child’s spasmodic reaction had been
random. It did not matter, she told herself. Given enough time and positive
reinforcement, the connections will be made. Look at Helen Keller and her
teacher, Annie Sullivan. And that was with a totally blind and deaf child who
had had only a few months of language before the darkness descended on her. That
one baby word –wa-wa – had allowed Helen, years later, to learn
everything.
And these children had possessed
years of language and thought before…
Before they died, completed Ms. Geiss. Before
their minds and memories and personalities unraveled like a skein of rotten
thread.
Ms. Geiss sighed and touched the
next numeral. “Two,” she said cheerily. “Anyone show me…show me any way you
can…show me two.”
After her own lunch and while the
students were resting after their feeding time. Ms. Geiss continued with the
bulldozing of houses.
At first she thought that isolating
the school grounds, with the moat and razor wire, lighting it with the
searchlights at night, and installing the video monitors had been enough. But they still
got through.
Luckily; the town was small – fewer
than three thousand –and it was almost forty miles to a real city. Now that the
Tribulations had separated the quick and the dead, there were almost none of
the former and few of the latter left in the area. A few cars filled with
terrified living refugees roared through town, but most never left the
Interstate and in recent months the sound of passing vehicles had all but
stopped. A few of them filtered in—from the countryside, from
the distant city, from their graves—and they were drawn to the
generator-powered searchlights like moths to a flame, but the school’s thick
walls, steel-mesh screens, and warning devices always kept them out until
morning. And in the morning, the Remington solved the problem.
Still Ms. Geiss wanted a clearer
field of fire—what Donnie had once called an “uncompromised killing zone.” She
had reminded Donnie that the term “killing zone” was a misnomer, since they
were not killing anything, merely returning the things to their natural state.
And so Ms. Geiss had driven out to
the line shack near the unfinished section of the Interstate and come back with
the dynamite, blasting caps, detonators, priming cord, and a Caterpillar D-7
bulldozer. Ms. Geiss had never driven a bulldozer, never exploded dynamite, but
there were manuals at the line shack, and books in the Carnegie Library. Ms.
Geiss had always been amazed at people’s ignorance of how much knowledge and
useful information there was in books.
Now, with a half hour left in her
lunch break, she entered the bulldozer’s open-sided shelter, climbed up onto
the wide seat of the D-7, disengaged the clutch lever, set the speed selector
to neutral, pushed the governor control to the firewall, stood on the right
steering wheel and locked it in position with a clamp, made sue that the gears
were in neutral, and reached for the starter controls. She paused to make sure
that the Remington .30-06 was secure in the clamp that had once held a fire
extinguisher near her right hand. Visibility was better with the houses in a
three-block radius of the school blown apart this way, but there were still
too many foundations and heaps of rubble that things could hide behind. She
could see nothing moving.
Ms. Geiss set the transmission and
compression levers to their correct settings, pushed the starting-engine clutch
in, opened, a fuel valve, set the choke, dropped the idling latch, clicked on
the ignition switch, and pulled the lever that engaged the electric starter.
The D-7 roared into life, black
diesel smoke blowing from the vertical exhaust pipe. Ms. Geiss adjusted the
throttle, let the clutch out, and gave traction to just the right tread so that
the massive ‘dozer spun to its left and headed for the largest pile of rubble.
An adult corpse scrabbled out of a
collapsed basement on her right and clawed across bricks towards her. The
thing’s hair was matted back with white dust, its teeth broken but sharp. One
eye was gone. Ms. Geiss thought that she recognized it as Todd’s stepfather
–the drunkard who used to beat the boy every Friday night.
It raised its arms and came at her.
Ms. Geiss glanced at the Remington,
decided against it. She gave traction to the left treads, swung the bulldozer
sharply to the right, and lowered the big blade just as she opened the throttle
up. The lower edge of the blade caught the staggering corpse just above its
beltline. Ms. Geiss dropped the blade once, twice, stopping the third time only
when the corpse was cut in half. The legs spasmed uselessly, but fingers clawed
at steel and began pulling the upper half of the thing onto the blade.
Ms. Geiss pulled levers, got the
machine in reverse, put it back in low gear, lowered the blade, and bulldozed
half a ton of rubble over both halves of the twitching corpse as she shoved the
mass of debris back into the basement. It took less than a minute to move
another ton of rubble over the hole. Then she backed up, checked to make sure
that no other things were around, and began filling in the basement in earnest.
When she was done, she stepped down
and walked across the area; it was flat and smooth as a gravel parking lot. Todd’s
stepfather might still be twitching and clawing down there, at least his upper
half, but with twelve tons of rubble packed and compacted over him, he wasn’t
going anywhere.
Ms. Geiss only wished that she could
have done this to all the drunk and abusive fathers and stepfathers she’d known
over the decades.
She mopped her face with a handkerchief
and checked her watch. Three minutes until reading class began. Ms. Geiss
surveyed the flattened city blocks, interrupted by only a few remaining piles
of rubble or collapsed foundations. Another week and her field of fire would be
uninterrupted. Stopping to catch her breath, feeling her sixty-plus years in
the arthritic creak of her joints, Ms. Geiss climbed back aboard the D-7 to
fire it up and park it in its shelter for the night.
Ms. Geiss read aloud to her class. Each
afternoon in the lull after lunch and the students’ feeding time, she read
books she knew that they had either read in their short lifetimes or had had
read to them. She read from Goodnight Moon, Pat the Bunny, Gorilla,
Heidi, Bunnicula, Superfudge, Black Beauty, Richard Scarry’s ABC book, Green
Eggs and Ham, Tom Sawyer, Animal Sounds, Harold and the Purple Crayon. Peter
Rabbit, Polar Express, Where the Wild Things Are, and Tales of
a Fourth Grade Nothing. And while Ms. Geiss read she watched for the
slightest flicker of recognition, of interest…of life in those dead eyes.
And saw nothing.
As the days and months passed, Ms.
Geiss read from the children’s favorite series: Curious George books,
and Madeleine books, and the Black Stallion series, Ramona books,
the Berenstein Bears, and Clifford books, and
–despite the fact that priggish, politically correct librarians had tried to
remove them from the children’s public library shelves not long before the
Tribulations began –The Bobbsey Twins and The Hardy Boys and Nancy
Drew.
And the students did not respond.
On rainy days, days when the clouds
hung low and Ms. Geiss’s spirits hung lower, she would sometimes read them from
the Bible, or from her favorite Shakespeare plays –usually the comedies but
occasionally Romeo and Juliet or Hamlet –and sometimes she would read from her
favorite poet, John Keats. But after the dance of words, after the last echo of
beauty had faded, Ms. Geiss would look up and no intelligent gaze would be
looking back. There would be only the dead eyes, the slack faces, the open
mouths, the aimless, mindless stirrings, and the soft stench of rank flesh.
It was too dissimilar from her years
of teaching children.
This afternoon Ms. Geiss read what
she always thought of as their favorite, Goodnight Moon, enjoying as she went
the lilt and litany of the small ceremony of the young rabbits endless
goodnights to everything in his room as he attempted to put off the inevitable
moment of sleep. Ms. Geiss finished the little book and looked up quickly,
trying, as always, to catch the flicker in the eye, the animation in the
muscles around the mouth or eye.
Slackness. Vacuity. They had ears
but did not hear.
Ms. Geiss sighed softly. “We’ll do
geography before recess,” she said.
The projected slides were brilliant
in the darkened room. The Capital dome in Washington. The St. Louis Arch. The
Space Needle in Seattle. The World Trade Center.
“Hold up your hand when you see a
city you know,” said Ms. Geiss over the whirring of the projector’s fan. “Make
a motion when you see something familiar.”
The Chicago Lakefront. Denver with
mountains rising in the background. Bourbon Street and Mardi Gras time. The
Golden Gate Bridge.
The slides clicked past in Kodachrome
splendor. The children stirred sluggishly, just beginning to respond to the
first stirrings of renewed hunger. No one raised a hand. No one seemed to
notice the bright image of the Brooklyn Bridge on the screen.
New York, thought Ms. Geiss, remembering the September
day twenty-seven years earlier when she had taken the photograph. The first
invigorating breezes of autumn had made them wear sweaters as she and Mr.
Farnham, the science coordinator she had met at the NEA convention, had walked
across the pedestrian deck of the Brooklyn Bridge. They had gone to the
Metropolitan Museum of Art and then walked in Central Park. The rustle of every
leaf had seemed audible and separate to Ms. Geiss’s heightened senses on that
perfect afternoon. They had almost kissed when he dropped her at the Hotel
Barbizon that evening after dinner at the River Café. He had promised to call
her. It was only months later that Ms. Geiss had heard from a teacher friend in
Connecticut that Mr. Farnham was married, had been married for twenty years.
The children rustled their chains.
“Raise an arm if you recognize New
York City from the pictures,” said Ms. Geiss tiredly. No arm was raised into
the bright beam of the projection lamp. Ms. Geiss tried to imagine New York
City now, years after the onset of the Tribulations. Any survivors there would
be food for the hundreds of thousands, the millions of
flesh-hungry, unclean creatures that had inherited those filthy streets….
Ms. Geiss advanced rapidly through
the remaining slides: San Diego, the Statue of Liberty, a bright curve of
Hawaiian beach, Monhegan Island in the morning fog, Las Vegas at night…all
places she had seen in her wonderful summers, all places she would never see
again.
“That’s all the geography for
today,” said Ms. Geiss and switched off the projector. The students seemed
agitated in the darkness. “Recess time,” said their teacher.
Ms. Geiss knew they did not need
exercise. Their dead muscles would not atrophy if they were not used. The brilliant
spring daylight only made the children seem more obscene in their various
stages of decomposition.
But Ms. Geiss could not
imagine keeping fourth graders in class all day without a recess.
She lead them outside, still
attached to their four gang chains, and secured the ends of the chains to the
iron rods she had driven into the gravel and asphalt playgrounds. The children
lurched this way and that, finally coming to a stop, straining at the end of
their tethers like small, scabrous, child-shaped balloons waiting for the
Macy’s parade to begin. No child paid attention to another. A few leaned in Ms.
Geiss’s direction, toothless gums smacking as if in anticipation, but the sight
and sound of that was so common that Ms. Geiss felt neither threat nor alarm.
She wandered farther out across the
fourth-graders’ playground, threaded her way through the winding exit maze she
had left in the razor wire, crossed the gravel expanse of the first-graders’
playground, and stopped only when she reached the moat she had dug around the
small city block the old school and its playgrounds occupied. Ms. Geiss called
it a moat; the military-engineering manuals she had found in the stacks of the
Carnegie Library called it a tank trap. But the specification for a tank trap
called for a ditch at least eight feet deep and thirty feed wide, with berms
rising at an angle of 45 degrees. Ms. Geiss had used the D-7 to dig a moat half
that deep and wide, with the slowly eroding banks no greater than twenty
degrees. However the dead would come at her, she thought, it was improbable
that they would be driving tanks.
The gasoline was a touch she
garnered from an old article on Iraqi defenses during the Gulf War. Finding the
gasoline was no problem—Donnie had commandeered a large tanker to borrow gas
from the underground Texaco tanks to power the generator he and she had set up
in the school – but keeping the fuel in the moat from soaking into the soil had
been a puzzler until Ms. Geiss had thought of the huge sheets of black poly
left out at the highway department depot.
She looked down at the tepid moat of
gasoline now, thinking how silly this self-defense measure had been…like the
spotlights on the school, or the video cameras.
But it had kept her busy.
Like pretending to teach these poor
lost souls? Ms.
Geiss shook away the thoughts and walked back to the playground, raising her
whistle to her lips to signify the end of recess. None of the students reacted
to the whistle, but Ms. Geiss blew it anyway. It was tradition.
She took them to the art room to
shoot the pictures. She did not know why the studio used to take the pictures
there—the color would have been infinitely better if they had posed the
children outside—but the photo had been taken in the art room for as long as
anyone could remember, the students lined up—shortest in the front rows even
though the front rows were kneeling—everyone posed under the huge ceramic map
of the United States, each state made of fired, brown clay and set in place by
some art class half a century or more ago. The corners of the ceramic states
had curled up and out of alignment as if some seismic event was tearing
the nation apart. Texas had fallen out eight or nine years ago and the pieces
were glued in without great care, making the state look like a federation of
smaller states.
Ms. Geiss had never like Texas. She
had been a girl when President Kennedy was killed in Texas, and in her opinion
things had gone to hell in the country ever since then.
She led the children in by rows,
slipped the end of their gang chains over the radiator, set a warmed pan of
learning rewards on the floor between the camera and the class, checked to make
sure the film pack she had put in that morning was advanced properly, set the
timer, moved quickly to stand next to Todd—straining, as the other students
were straining, to get at the nuggets—and tried to smile as the timer hissed
and the shutter clicked.
She shot two more Polaroid pictures
and only glanced at them before setting them in the pocket of her apron. Most
of the children were facing front. That was good enough.
There were ten minutes left in the
school day by the time she had the class tethered in their seats again, but Ms.
Geiss could not bring herself to do a spelling list or to read aloud again or
even to force crayons in their hands and set the butcher paper out. She sat and
stared at them, feeling the fatigue and sense of uselessness as a heavy weight
on her shoulders.
The students stared in her
direction…or at least in the direction of the pan of cooling nuggets.
At three P.M. the dismissal bell
rang, Ms. Geiss went up the wide aisles tossing nuggets to the children, and
then she turned out the lights, bolted the doors hut, and left the classroom
for the day.
It is morning and there is a
richness of light Ms. Geiss had not noticed for years. As she moves to the
chalkboard to write the class’s assignments next to the schedule chalked there,
she notices that she is much younger. She is wearing the dress she had worn the
morning she and Mr. Farnham walked across the Brooklyn Bridge.
“Please get your reading books out,”
she says softly. “Green Salad Seasons group, bring your books and
comprehension quiz sheets up front. Mystery Sneaker, I’ll take a
look at your vocabulary words when we’re finished here. Sprint, please
copy the Skillsbook assignment and be ready to come up front at ten-fifteen to
answer questions. Anyone who finishes early may get a Challenge Pack from the
interest center.”
The children scatter quietly to
their assigned tasks. The group at the front table read with Ms. Geiss and
answer questions quietly while the other children work with that soft, almost
subliminal hum that is the universal background noise of a good classroom.
While the Green Salad
Seasons group writes answers to questions at the end of the
story, Ms. Geiss walks among the other children.
Sara wears a kerchief in the form of
a cap. The knots protrude like tiny rabbit ears. Normally Ms. Geiss does
not allow caps or kerchiefs to be worn in the classroom, but Sara had undergone
chemotherapy and has lost her hair. The class does not tease her about it, not
even Todd.
Now Sara leans over her Skillsbook
and squints at the questions there. Occasionally she chews at the eraser on the
end of her pencil. She is nine years old. Her eyes are blue and her complexion
is as milkily translucent as a shard of expensive porcelain. Her cheeks seem
touched with healthy blush, and it is only upon closer inspection that one can
see that this is a soft pass of makeup that her mother has applied, that Sara
is still pale and wan from her illness.
Ms. Geiss stops by the child’s desk.
“Problem, Sara?”
“I don’t understand this.” Sara
stabs a finger at the line of instructions. Her fingernails are as chewed as
the eraser on her pencil.
“It says to find the proper prefix
and put it before the word, “ whispers Ms. Geiss. Up front, Kirsten is
sharpening a pencil with a loud grinding. The class looks up at Kirsten blows
shavings off into the waste basket, carefully inspects the point, and begins
the grinding again.
“What’s a prefix?” Sara whispers
back.
Ms. Geiss leans closer. The two are
temporarily joined in a bond of conspiracy produced by their proximity and the
hypnotic background hum of classroom activity. Ms. Geiss can feel the warmth
from the girl’s cheek near hers.
“You remember what a prefix is,”
says Ms. Geiss and proceeds to show the girl.
She returns to the front table just
as Green Salad Seasons, her top group, leaves from their desks
and Sprint, her small remedial group, comes forward. There are only
six students in Sprint and four of them are boys.
“David,” she says, “can you tell me
how the dolphin both helped and hurt the boy?”
David frowns as if in deep thought
and chews on the wood of his pencil. His Skillsbook page is blank.
“Todd, “ says Ms. Geiss, “can you
tell us?”
Todd turns fierce eyes in her
direction. The boy always seems distracted, involved in some angry internal
argument. “Tell you what?”
“Tell us how the dolphin both helped
and hurt the boy?”
Todd begins to shrug but avoids the
motion at the last moment. Ms.Geiss has broken him of that habit by patient and
positive reinforcement – praise, extra classroom duties if he can get through the
day without shrugging, a Good Scholar Certificate to take home at the end of
the week. “It saved him, “ says Todd.
“Very good,” says Ms. Geiss with a
smile. “Saved him from what?”
“From the shark, “ says Todd. His
hair is uncombed and unwashed, his neck grubby, but his eyes are bright blue
and angrily alive.
“And how did it almost hurt the
boy?” asks Ms. Geiss, looking around the small group to see who should
participate next.
“They’re coming, Ms. Geiss,” Todd
says loudly.
She glances back at her biggest
student, preparing to warn him about interrupting, but what she sees freezes
her before she can speak.
Todd’s eyes are suddenly vacuous,
sunken, and clouded white. His skin has become the color and texture of a dead
fish’s belly. His teeth are gone and his gums are a desiccated blue. Todd opens
his mouth wider and suddenly it is not a mouth at all, but just a hole
excavated into a dead thing’s face. The voice that emerges rises out of the
thing’s belly like a tinny recording echoing into some obscene doll.
“Quick, Ms. Geiss, they’re coming to
hurt us. Wake up!”
Ms. Geiss sat up in bed, heart
racing, gasping for breath. She found her glasses on her nightstand, set them
in place, and peered around the room.
Everything was in order. Bright
light from the external spotlights came through the blinds in the tall window
and painted white rectangles on the floor of the upstairs classroom she had
modified as her bed-and-living room. Ms. Geiss listened hard over the pounding
of her pulse but heard nothing unusual from the classroom below her. There were
no noises from outside. The silent row of video monitors near her couch showed
the empty hallways, the light-bathed courtyard, the empty playgrounds. The
closest monitor showed the dark classroom: the students stood or sprawled or
leaned or strained at chains. They were all accounted for.
Just a dream, Ms. Geiss told herself. Go
back to sleep.
Instead she rose, pulled her quilted
robe on over her flannel nightgown, tied her rubber apron on over that, stepped
into her boots, lifted the Remington, found the bulky pair of night-vision
goggles that Donnie had brought from the city surplus store, and went out to
climb the wide ladder to the belfry.
Ms. Geiss stepped out onto the
narrow platform and ran around the belfry. She could see in all four directions
and only a bit of the east yard of the school was blocked by the front gable. The
spotlights reached across the playgrounds and moat and illuminated the first
rows of bulldozed rubble where surrounding houses had been. Nothing moved.
The teacher yawned and shook her
head. The night air was chill; she could see her breath. I’m getting
too old to spook myself like this. There’s more threat from the bands of
refugees than from the adult dead things.
She turned to go down the ladder,
but at the last second paused by the junction box she and Donnie had rigged
there. Sighing softly, she threw the switch that doused the spotlights and then
fumbled with the night vision goggles. They were bulky, clumsy to fit on her
head, and she could not wear her glasses under them. Also, she always felt like
she looked like an idiot with the things on her head. Still, Donnie had risked
a trip to the city to get them. She moved her glasses up on her forehead and
tugged the goggles down.
She turned and froze. Things moved
to the west, just beyond where the blaze of spotlights had reached. Pale blobs
moved through the rubble there, rising out of the basements and spider holes in
the rubble-strewn lots. Ms. Geiss could tell that they were dead by the way
they stumbled and rose again. There were twenty…no, at least thirty tall forms
moving toward the school.
She turned to the north. Another
thirty or more figures moving there, almost to the street. To the east, more
figures moving, already within a stone’s throw of the moat. Still more to the
south.
There were more than a hundred of
the dead approaching the school.
Ms. Geiss tugged off the goggles and
sat on the edge of the ladder, lowering her head almost to her knees so that
the black spots in her vision receded and she could breathe again.
They’ve never organized like this. Never
come all at once.
She felt her heart lurch, shudder,
and then commence pounding again.
I didn’t think there were that many
of the things left around here. How…
Part of her mind was screaming at
her to quit theorizing and do something.
They’re coming for the children!
It made no sense. The dead ate only
living flesh…or the flesh of things recently living. It should be her they
were after. But the terrible conviction remained: They want the
children.
Ms. Geiss had protected her children
for thirty-eight years. She had protected them from the worst of life’s sharp
edges, allowing them to have the safest and most productive years she could
provide. She had protected her children from each other, from the bullies and
mean-spirited amongst themselves; she had protected them from callous, stupid
administrators; she had shielded them from the vagaries of ill-formed
curriculum and faddish district philosophies. Ms. Geiss had, as well as she was
able, protected her fourth graders from the tyrannies of too-early adulthood
and the vulgarities of a society all to content with the vulgar.
She had protected them—with all her
faculties and force of will—from being beaten, kidnapped, emotionally abused or
sexually molested by the monsters who had hidden in the form of parents,
step-parents, uncles, and friendly strangers.
And now these dead things were
coming for her children.
Ms. Geiss went down the ladder with
her apron and quilted robe flapping.
Ms. Geiss did not have any idea why
there had been a flare pistol in the highway storage depot in the room next to
where she had found the blasting caps, but she had appropriated the pistol. Thre
ahd been only three flares, heavy things that looked like oversized shotgun
shells. She had never fired one.
Now she hurried back to the belfry
with the flare pistol in her hand and the three flares in her apron pocket. She
had grabbed four boxes of .30-06 cartridges.
Some of the dead things were still a
hundred yards away from the playground, but others were already wading the
moat.
Ms. Geiss extracted a flare from the
apron, opened the pistol, and fumbled to set the cartridge in. She forced
herself to stop and take a breath. The night goggles were hanging around her
neck, heavy as an albatross. Where are my glasses? What did I do
with my glasses?
She reached up into her hair, pulled
her bifocals down, took another breath, and dropped the flare cartridge into
the pistol. She clicked the breech shut and threw the spotlight switch,
flooding the playgrounds with white light.
A dozen or more of the things were
across the moat. Scores more were almost to the street on each side.
Ms. Geiss raised the flare gun in
both hands, shut her eyes, and squeezed the trigger. The flare arched too
high and fell a dozen yards short of the moat. It burned redly on gravel. A
naked corpse with exposed shinbones gleaming stepped over the flare and
continued lurching toward the school. Ms. Geiss reloaded, lowered her aim, and
fired towards the west.
This time the flare stuck and banked
mud on the far side of the moat and dropped out of sight. The red glare sizzled
for a second and then faded out. A dozen more pale forms waded the shallow
barrier.
Ms. Geiss loaded the final flare. Suddenly
there was a wooosh like a wind from nowhere and a stretch of
the western moat went up in flames. There was a lull and then the flames leaped
north and south, turning the corner like a clever display of falling dominoes. Ms.
Geiss moved to the east side of the belfry catwalk and watched as the fire
leaped along the moat until the school was in the center of a giant rectangle
of thirty-foot flames. Even from fifty yards away she could feel the heat
against her face. She dropped the flare gun into her large apron pocket.
The two dozen or so figures that had
already crossed the moat lumbered across the playground. Several went down into
the razor wire, but then ripped their way free and continued on.
Ms. Geiss looked at her hands. They
were no longer shaking. Carefully she loaded the Remington until the magazine
was full. Then she rigged the rifle’s sling the way the books had shown, set
her elbows firmly on the railing, took a deep breath, and set her eye to the
telescopic sight. With the flames still burning, she would not have needed the
searchlights. She found the first moving figure, set the crosshairs on its
temple, and slowly squeezed the trigger. Then she moved her aim to the next
form.
At the edge of the playground, the
other things were crossing the moat despite the flames. It appeared that none
had turned back. Incredibly, a few came through charred but intact; most
emerged burning like fuel-primed torches, the flames shimmering around their
forms in parallel waves of orange and black. They continued forward long after
rotted clothes and rotted flesh were burned away almost to the bone. Even
half-deafened by the report of the Remington, Ms. Geiss could hear the distant
pops of cerebral fluid, superheated into steam by the burning corpse beneath
it, exploded skulls like fragmentation grenades. Then the figure collapsed and
added its pyre to the illumination.
Ms. Geiss shifted her aim, fired,
checked over the sight to make sure the thing had gone down and stayed down,
fought another target, aimed, and fired again. After three shots she would
shift along the balcony to a different quadrant, brace herself, and choose her
targets. She reloaded five times.
When she was finished, there were
over a hundred forms lying on the playground. Some were still burning. All were
still.
But she could hear the crashing and
rattling of steel mesh where more of the things had gotten through, especially
on the east side of the school. The gable there had blocked her line of fire.
Thirty or more of the things had gotten to the school and were tearing at widow
screens and the reinforced doors.
Ms. Geiss raised the collar of her
robe and wiped her face. There was soot there from the smoke and she was
surprised to see that her eyes were watering. Slinging the Remington, Ms. Geiss
went down the ladder and went to her room. Donnie’s 9 mm Browning automatic
pistol was in the drawer where she had put it on the day she had cremated him. It
was loaded. There were two additional magazines and a yellow box of additional
cartridges in the drawer.
Ms. Geiss put the box and magazines
in her apron pocket, hefted the pistol, and went down the wide stairway to the
first floor.
In the end, it was exhaustion that
almost killed her.
She had fired all three magazines,
reloaded once, and was sure that none of the things were left when she sat down
on the front walk to rest.
The last corpse had been a tall man
with a long beard. She had aimed the Browning from five feet away and put the
last round through the thing’s left eye. The thing had gone down as if its
strings had been cut. Ms. Geiss collapsed herself, leaning heavily on the
sidewalk, too exhausted and disgusted even to go back through the front door.
The flames in the moat had burned
down below the ground level. Smaller heaps added their smoke and glow to air
already filled with a dark haze. A score of sprawled forms littered the front
steps and sidewalk. Ms. Geiss wanted to weep but was too tired to do anything
but lower her head and take deep, slow breaths, trying to filter out the stench
of cooked carrion.
The bearded corpse in front of her
lunged up and crabbled across the six feet of sidewalk to her, fingers clawing.
Ms. Geiss had time to think The
bullet struck bone, missed the brain and the thing had batted away the
Browning and forced her backwards, pinning the slung rifle under her. Her
glasses were knocked off her face as the thing’s cold fingers ripped at her. Its
mouth began to descend, as if offering her a lipless open-mouthed kissed.
Ms. Geiss’s right hand was pinned
but her left was free; she scrabbled in her apron pocket, scattering loose
bullets, finding and discarding the pliers, finally emerging with something
heavy in her grip.
The dead thing lunged to bite off
her face, to chew its way through to her brain. Ms. Geiss set the cartoon-wide
muzzle of the flare pistol in its maw, thumbed the hammer back, and squeezed
the trigger.
Most of the fires were out by
sunrise, but the air smelled of smoke and corruption. Ms. Geiss shuffled her
way down the hall, unbolted the classroom, and stood looking at the class.
The students were
uncharacteristically quiet, as if they had somehow been aware of the night’s
events.
Ms. Geiss did not notice. Feeling
exhaustion breaking over her like a wave, she fumbled with clasps, undid their
neck and waist restraints, and led them outside by the gang chains. She pulled
them through the gaps in the razor wired as if she were walking a pack of blind
and awkward dogs.
At the edge of the playground she
unlocked their iron collars, unclasped them form the gang chains, and dropped
the chains in the gravel. The small forms stumbled about as if seeking the
balance of the end of their tethers.
“School is out, “ Ms. Geiss said
tiredly. The rising sun threw long shadows and hurt her eyes. “Go away,” she
whispered. “Go home.”
She did not look back as she trudged
through the wire and into the school.
For what seemed like a long while
the teacher sat at her desk, too tired to move, too tired to go upstairs to
sleep. The classroom seemed empty in a way that only empty classrooms could.
After a while, when the sunlight had
crawled across the varnished wood floors almost to her desk, Ms. Geiss started
to rise but her bulky apron got in her way. She took off the apron and emptied
the pockets onto her desktop: pliers, a yellow cartridge box, the 9mm Browning
she had retrieved, the handcuffs she had taken off Michael yesterday, more
loose bullets, three Polaroid snapshots. Ms. Geiss glanced at the first
snapshot and then sad down suddenly.
She raised the photograph into the
light, inspected it carefully, and then did the same with the next two.
Todd was smiling at the camera. There
was no doubt. It was not a grimace or a spasm or a random twitch of dead lips. Todd
was staring right at the camera and smiling –showing only gums, it was true—but
smiling.
Ms. Geiss looked more carefully and
realized that Sara was also looking at the camera. In the first snapshot she
had been looking at the food nuggets, but in the second photograph…
There was a sliding, scraping sound
in the hallway.
My God, I forgot to close the west
door. Ms.
Geiss carefully set the photographs down and lifted the Browning. The magazine
was loaded, a round was racked in the chamber.
The scraping and sliding continued. Ms.
Geiss set the pistol on her lap and waited.
Todd entered first. His face was as
slack as ever, but his eyes held…something. Sara came next. Kirsten and David
came through a second later. One after the other, they shuffled into the room.
Ms. Geiss felt too tired to lift her
arms. She knew that despite her musings on the ineffectuality of children’s
hands and arms as weapons, twenty-three of them would simply overwhelm
her like an incoming tide. She did not have twenty-three cartridges left.
It did not matter. Ms. Geiss knew
she would never hurt these children. She set the pistol on the desk.
The children continued to struggle
into the room. Sarah J. came through after Justin. Michael brought up the rear.
All twenty-three were here. They milled and stumbled and jostled. There were no
chains.
Ms. Geiss waited.
Todd found his seat first. He
collapsed into it, then pulled himself upright. Other children tripped and
bumped against one another, but eventually found their places. Their eyes
rolled, their gazes wandered, but all of them were looking approximately
forward, more or less at Ms. Geiss.
Their teacher sat there for another
long moment, saying nothing, thinking nothing, daring barely to breathe lest
she shatter the moment and find it all illusion.
The moment did not shatter, but the
morning bell did ring, echoing down the long halls of the school. The last
teacher sat there one moment longer, gathering her strength and resisting the
urge to cry.
Then Ms. Geiss rose, walked to the
chalkboard, and in her best cursive script, began writing the schedule to show
them what they would be doing and learning in the day ahead.
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